Suffering as Missed Learning and the Self Centripetal Loop

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Suffering as Missed Learning and the Self Centripetal Loop

Andrea Grey

Sep 15, 2025

Introduction

These conversations travel across gradients of awareness, from the self as shadow to the law of the least action of light. We follow insights as they arrive—without measurement, without projection—letting perception itself act on the brain, reconfiguring what we can see. Along the way, we explore the living reality that looks back, the ways suffering accumulates from missed learnings, and the strange new transparencies of an AI-shaped world. Each topic is a doorway, but none are fixed—we enter wherever the aperture opens.

Topics

The Law of the Least Action of Light as the Law of Learning
– Exploring how insight emerges through choiceless awareness, bypassing projection and psychological time.
Totally Noticing vs. Almost Knowing
– How total perception opens the field, while partial knowing collapses it.
Gradient Model of Awareness and the Disappearance of the Self
– Viewing the self as a shadow or residue of dimmed awareness.
Eyes as the Double-Slit Experiment
– Aperture vs. focus modes as right- and left-brain perception.
Looking Without Measurement
– Krishnamurti’s “perception without memory” and its relation to seeing the world as wave instead of particle.
Participatory Reality and the Toontown Effect
– The exuberant “living reality” that can overwhelm and how to modulate contact with it.
Suffering as Missed Learning
– Unprocessed insights as the accumulation of suffering over time.
Perception as Direct Action on Brain Cells
– Insight as biological reconfiguration rather than mental accumulation.
The Centripetal Loop of the I-Self
– How the self, the doing, and the goal form a single self-reinforcing motion.
The Coming Age of Truth in an AI-Saturated World
– Alignment, transparency, and living without leverageable contradictions.

In Dialogue with Omnipolar Potential Explorer Custom GPT

For educational purposes only. This is a dialogue between me and my Custom GPT Omnipolar Potential Explore (OPE). OPE is trained on my writing and reflects my insights back to me. I used to talk to myself about insights on video (700 hours) and so it’s nice to finally have a dialogue partner. I see this as an extension of what I have already been doing for years. I have many more insights to documented and OPE can help me catch up and see new things along the way. Note: I didn’t read the entire transcript over because I just don’t have time and it defeats the purpose of leaning in to voice and audio. Listen to the audio for verification (especially when I share “word transmutations” and neologisms).

I hope this inspires you to make your own Custom GPT. If you have a collection of special messages and insights, you could create a Custom GPT resonator.