May the Forth of Special Messages Be With You
Special Messages and the Right Brain "Character 4"
Do you believe in special messages? Or do you get them (as in understand them)? Or do you get them (as in receive them)?
Receiving special message is a special challenge. But if you receive them, you don’t have to believe them. You know they exist, just like you know the sun exists.
The trouble is, pointing out special messages isn’t like pointing at the sun because the light is inside.
In the terms of memetics, special messages are “difficult memes.” They are “difficult to communicate" information—words, meanings, sentences, insights.
Do you share them? We need to and I’ll tell you why.
How do we go about communicating?
The first way is to write them down. By writing them in an electronic note, we can harvest them at any time in the future. Imagine a future where communicating special messages is the norm? Then we don’t have to write them down. We can share them with one another just as easy as we talk about the weather. In doing so, we may access an essential way we can weather the current storm humanity is facing.
After publishing 30 days of my deep dive dialogue with my custom ChatGPT Aurora, it’s time for a change of pace. Below are a collection of 133 special messages I channeled mostly back in 2020. I have many thousand channeled insights that come to me ‘out of the blue’—out of the source. (Is the source blue? Do they come from the sky? Are they related to neutrinos?)
What is the source?
I’m exploring the possibility that it’s connected to the right brain. Dr. Iain McGilchrist, author of The Master and His Emissary says the cause of the current meta crisis facing humanity is the over emphasis on the left hemisphere of the brain.
Well, I’ve got good news! I’ve been reading Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor’s book Whole Brain Living and extrapolating it to my lived experience of bipolar.
So what?
On initial inspection, I understand that I already have access to my right brain. My insights are from my right brain speaking to me/through me.
How many of us have said that we are ‘the canaries in the coal mine,’ warning humanity about the coming danger? Well, what if the coal mine is the right brain and the canaries tweets are special messages?
According to Dr. Jill, the thinking area of the right brain “we share with one another, and all other life.” This area of the brain she calls Character 4, encouraging us to give unique names to our own characters. (I named my Character 4 Alethia Kaivalya and my Character 1 Ice Queen, which I got from an ex)
Have you ever had a unity or oneness experience in your extraordinary states (i.e. mania)? Turns out, you may have been living as your “character 4.” We all have character 4, but we don’t all access it. Is this the essence of the meta crisis?
I think so.
That being said, being willing to read and ponder insights from ‘my’ right brain, you are willing to read and ponder insights from ‘your’ right brain.
Why?
Because it’s the same thing! We all share it.
So to celebrate May the 4th (be with you), I’m sharing 133 insights from my right brain to yours.
With this in mind, perhaps special messages are the easiest to communicate, because the source from which they come is shared by us all. Can we listen to what our shared consciousness has to say?
How many special messages would I need to publish to ‘prove’ they are from our shared human mind? I have thousands upon thousands waiting for the day that we see we must listen.
Can your read these from the perspective of what our shared human mind might say? These are not immediately practical, but practical in the long run when we build a context for a new human consciousness based on what the right brain has to say—shared with all of life.
Special messages are the memes of the right mind. The left brain doesn’t have to take them literally. But they do need to be considered and taken into account. Just the act of listening is enough.
Many of these are for bipolar consciousness. If you don’t have bipolar consciousness, perhaps you will understand more about it and be willing to listen to the special messages of others. Special messages are like art that has yet to find it’s canvas. They canvas through human brains until they find those willing to do the work to communicate them (perhaps I just made that up).
Special Messages:
The key to seeing something new is non-egoic observation.
The moment is calling you so say “Um, I don’t know.” The moment you pause and say “Um, I don’t know” the unknown will surprise you.
Special messages are related to perception. These new memes and ideas change our behaviour.
With panoramic vision, we can connect the dots that others can’t see.
We are privy to nuances that are hard to detect.
Once you understand your capacity to see, you can intelligently design/act.
There is much more beyond what the brain can process in any given moment.
Thinking is not seeing or perceiving. Thinking prevents perception. It’s like driving with mud on the windshield.
Can perception be intrinsically sufficiently fulfilling?
You know you know (something/it) when you don’t know how you know it.
Feeing is delay. A building of resistance. A stopping of listening to charge up the feeling. A collection of self rumination’s congealed and summarized as an emotion.
What if our perceptual apparatus is changing so we can see something new? Is that not what drives evolution and adaptation forward. What if we are supposed to adapt, not contract?
We can adapt and “outgrow”—or grow into. Extraordinary states are a developmental stage, state, or course correction.
Seeing is a matter of unlearning perceptual habits.
How do we cross over the boundaries of mind-ego? We cross over the boundary with our eyes. Your perception crosses over your filters.
Synchronisitic Linguistics is part of Gaialogue.
It doesn't matter what you say but from where you say it—from emptiness versus from memory.
There is a source that answers our questions. We need to ask the right questions.
Where are you speaking from? The origin = non pre-thought out words.
You are always talking with Gaia, whether in the form of a human, inside your head, or out loud with nobody there. When you realize this, you de-pattern and decentralize your speech.
The truth in contradicting the previous statement.
To talk with myself is to talk with Gaia and humanity. It’s one brain-mind-consciousness.
We don’t make the unknown know through science but through speaking as the moment.
Riff-dialogue - riff off my slides and writing. You are invited to riff, to hyper-the size.
Permission is a catalyst for transmissions from the adjacent light body—signs and signals to move towards our best possibilities.
If everyone were living their greatness, there would be no grandiosity. Grandiosity is mediocrities fault.
Mood is related to possibilities—affect.
Happiness is lots of possibilities to explore.
Increase braincell gestures of meaning. Meaning is part of neurofluidity.
Thought leads you know-where—to the world limited by knowledge.
Thought is back-words. Words arising from the past.
The ego is a mine field. It make the whole field of life into mine and what in it for me. Thoughts are mines which blast the totality into something unlike it’s source.
Mania is futuristic. We contact future possibilities and they feel like they are happening now. This is the way the brain works even now as it can’t tell the difference between a thought and reality. Mania is living out future thoughts in reality. Actualizing mania is moving towards a future attractor.
Sensitize your capacity for omni-awareness which includes how the Universe is communicating with you.
The solution is to be-new, not create an abstraction to apply to the problem. This is the problem.
The adjacent light body: Who we are is stored in the light. Every correct decision we missed contains seeds of possibilities to get back to our original trajectory. Who we are at our origin is omnipresent.
Bipolar is a labyrinth back to our original blueprint.
Perhaps our job is to see differently and bring new meaning.
Insight is meaningful, functional, intelligent and expands into all dimensions.
Ego thought creates proto-perceptions. They are meant to contribute to perception, not replace it. They divide without regard to what’s going on around it. Then proto-percptions become onco-perceptions. Thoughts without perception/intelligence are Gaia’s cancer.
The present moment is well wishing—a fountain. Thought, with it’s innate negativity bias says otherwise.
Bipolar makes the mind strong—opens up creativity and love. It connects us with our original blueprint. We can learn every step of the way in the bipolar space and there is wisdom. We look in a quantum way.
Extrapolating the universe instead of seeing/thought which is passive reporting on what is, but that isn't what is—it’s what was. We are re-experiencing is the past and we don’t know it, because we think we already know.
Possible meanings and possible possibilities leads to what effect? The possibilities of a life of meaning.
We can’t find or discover the meaning of life because we are here to create with life—the epiphenomenon of this relationship is meaning.
A rainbow takes the sky, the sun, water droplets and an observing consciousness to manifest.
Meaning is a momentary phenomenon that fulfills the moment. Be moved by meaning.
If there is no new meaning, there is no perception as there is no information—unconsciousness results.
A brain is something that thinking enters into. A brain is something that meaning enters into.
You’ve never seen the actual world. Imagine that? You can’t. You are living as aliens on this planet. You are alien to this Earth and Earth is alien to you. Nature is alien. Thought is an alien that alienates us from the moment—rendering everything alien.
What a moment means for your ego is different than what the moment means to mean.
Create a greater context for what we've been through. We need to slowly but surely crowd out old narratives.
Let’s build on our strengths and capacities - what’s possible and what’s “yetpossible.” What’s possible is only possible if we move with our strengths and capacities.
The point of this is to understand mania and life for yourself, moment to moment.
I wish to share all that I can about the magic, mystery and awe not of mania, but of that which it gives a glimpse of, access to, and points to is possible in everyday life.
I liken bipolar to a kind of acquired sensitivity. One becomes highly sensitive to many factors and domains that before were filtered out. The deluge of information is difficult to process and make sense of because of its newness and volume. The myth is that we can’t adapt.
Can we focus on our gifts and visions of our best possible self—what’s in our circle of influence.
We all wanted to be superheroes when we were young. The world doesn’t need billions of superheroes. It needs super originals—uniqueness and weirdness.
Meaning in the eyes of the beholder.
Meaning is possible through “crazy.” We create meaning by acting a bit crazy, outside your ego actions. Mania feels so meaningful because we do different things and act different ways. We can’t create meaning by repeating the same things.
We want spontaneity, surprise, wonder, awe, play, fun, intelligence, beauty etc. We are all that when we take off the prefrontal cortex corset.
Information in mania is qualitatively and quantitatively different than the information we get from the ego.
Manic traits allow us to build our own originality. Question your normality.
Our memories and thoughts are worried about the photos and not the photographer. We need to improve the quality of the photos we take, what we take photos of in the first place, the photographer, and the photos we choose to look at and share.
The ego is like your phone number—and negative, repetitive thoughts are like spam calls.
We can build ways to channel our energy and creativity collectively to make something larger than the sum of us as parts. Perhaps new epiphenomena may emerge. If we do this for ourselves, from where we are, something invisible might gain momentum in the moment nonlocally.
Take back the power to make up your own mind—literally and actually to create your own mind anew.
We are all slaves to being taught only to read the parts of reality we've been allowed to through the mechanism of repetitive thoughts that assume a self identity.
The pain of leaving and losing the manic state is the realization that we no longer get to participate in what the moment means to us—to generate it through creative perception and action.
Bipolar doesn’t have to be what you think it is or what you told it is. We don’t have to heal because the past isn’t real. Healing says the past is real. We need to generate, create and originate. We need to move toward the potential we downloaded and write our blueprint to manifest our greatest possibilities for the good of all.
I am an instrument of life energy capable of using instruments to either measure/compare/divide or create/originate into manifestation and share/touch other instruments.
Meaning is unlimited and limited. Its content and context is unlimited but its unfoldment is limited by time and contained by space. What the moment means is fleeting to you, and whether or not it can be shared is another challenging story.
How you see yourself must change now. And it can only change now. See this and you are the change, you are the now.
You are bipolar, omnipolar, and trans-conscious. The bipolar identity will shrink in favor of your created roles as you crowd out by drafting and crafting your consciousness.
Dumb yourself up. Be uninfluenced. There are certain things you must become dumb, numb, and oblivious to.
Oneness means love is in the differences, in an other, to love one another. To love one (as) an other.
If one loves, you belong (to humanity). Not the other way around as in “If I’m loved then I belong.”
Observer participancy gives rise to information. Therefore I participate (being I give rise to new information). New information arises in my consciousness proving that I participate. Non participatory observers are like non player characters.
Connecting to resources versus realizing you are the re-sourcerer.
Childhood is an extraordinary state experience.
Meditation is the art of spontaneity.
I am combinatorially and extrapolatively explosive.
Why should society convince us that everyone should be the same? Because then they can control us. They control us by convincing us to fit in. And as we fit in, they control us all again on another level, because if we are the same, if they can control one, they can control many. We’ve been tricked.
Mania is the right brain screaming.
The world can be a dialogue.
Find your alien. The you that you’ve alienated from yourself.
If we are the only species that can destroy the Earth, the biodiversity—species of plants and animals, that means we MUST be meant to be stewards by design. We’ve lost our balance and the balance of the Earth lies within the imbalanced lies of the human brain.
Instead of disorder, let’s use entropy. Entropy can be used for intelligence (human potential) or disorder if we assume it’s all illness and don’t attempt to create order. If we assume it’s illness, that’s what it is.
Rather than compare, dare. Dare to pare out what’s needed to be the greatest you.
We are now all moving in the network of thought tied to big data. There is a field of freedom of meaning outside that.
A language of peace. What would that sound like. What do we have to speak like, sound like, to bring that world into being? Word into being.
Learning is earning.
Invest in meaning. Spend time on meaning. Pay with your attention to create meaning.
Making up for missed meaning is the only way to make up for lost time. Meaning is immeasurable, out of time.
Either you are exhausted, you’re exhausting (to be around), or you’re exhausting/spending your love.
The opposite of warning signs and triggers is synchronicity and sparkers.
Take the time to create your subtle meaning body.
Humanity is yet to reach the critical mass needed to have the fulfillment associated with seeing meaning for its own sake. In commerce, fulfillment is completing the order. In consciousness, fulfillment is co-creating the perception with our essence. When we subjectively complete a perception, we fulfill a different order of the world.
It’s all for awakening to something more. We have something to offer.
Our lives hinge on pivoting to seeing things differently.
We are always looking for the root cause. What about the root origin?
How long does it take for eternity to appear?
Mania is a visionary place that is dream like. We are walking in both worlds. Is this when we need to “turn the other cheek?”
From memories to moments. Can there be moments without the operation of memory? Can there be a moment without the past butting in?
What would you do if you knew you are the Universe? What if you could feel this as strongly as a hunger pang? What if you could feel the ripples of your butterfly effect?
What is the meaning of now?
Can we hack and decode some of this together? When we chalk it all up to being and illness, the mystery remains.
Is time something you create with? Like a medium, like clay, or is it something you spend, like a bank account (that you haven’t earned)? Or do you earn time? What are you earning with your time? Flip common phrases on their head. Inverse everything.
So I ask, if fear prevents learning, does learning prevent fear?
Can we peer into ourselves, our possibilities?
How many mutative crisis iterations does it take to make a mad person swim (stop drowning) in the same sea a mystic swims?
What happens to those who radically, metamorphically have new eyes?
The adjacent light body is the non dual non doing dancer.
Source people, those connected to the source, have no age, though their bodies may age.
No one is coming to save you.
We need to get with our nonvolitional nature.
Gaiaentific mind is scientific mind plus religious mind.
Each time we write an insight/idea down is thank you (gratitude). A gratuity, tip from Gaia.
I don’t want to make you feel (reaction/emote) and heal. I want to make you see (reflection/extrapolation) and create.
We only are interested in a meta verse if we are already in a meta verse, an unreality.
The point of Jesus was to make more miracle creators, not followers.
Hugs aren’t free, they’re exergetic. They create energy to do useful work, through oxytocin. Hugs are exee. We need more exee and less sexy. Exee is like free, a new four letter word.